QUICK ROBIN, TO THE BIBLE MOBILE!
Gonzo, ya've some good, legidimate questions! Questions which are worth persuin' answers to.
Seems sometimes, folk really want answers even if it's not what they wanna here, they're willin' to actually risk bein' wrong, maybe even consider changin' their once comfortable position.
Other times we jus' wanna question fer the sake of the question itself.
Kinda like when someone feels a lump in some part of their body where it shouldn't be. Myself fer example, first thing I'd think is the worst, "oh no, could be cancer". At that point, I 'ave to make a choice....go on as though it's presence is no threat, (since at that point I'm still feelin' fine), or go to any extreme necessary in persuit of the medical truth.
When I read the questions an' contradictions ya posted, first thought was to break out the Bible an' try to offer support fer the way I believe. Then I thought, "naw, maybe 'is mind is already made up anyway". I know when my mind's made up, gettin' me to change it can be as tough as tryin' to "pull" a mule across a field.
Either way bro, nobody tried crammin' their beliefs down my throat.
If they woulda, I'da jus' left their ass in the dust an' only felt more justified in my unbelief.
Way I see it, I didn't find God.
He found me.