Originally posted by muchmark
I am a none believer who wish I could believe, desperately seeking for something to hang my hat on. [/QUOTE
Yer willingness to admit that "self" is not sufficient inspires me!
Our Designer & Maker, has, (I believe), lovingly instilled in each of us a sense of longin' to belong to "somethin'", Someone greater than rselves so that we would seek Him......maybe even discover that far beyond His awesome reality, is this"Father" who cares for each one of us & longs to be with us.(We don' t 'ave to walk this sod alone an without comfort or hope!)
He devised an executed a "crazy", illogical plan to prove His love is real by comin' to this Earth in a form all could see, (the "Man", Jesus), but few would recognize. The "few" are those who realize that they're broken-down an' poverty-stricken, who've tried too hard fer too long to deny this fact, but in spite of all "best" efforts, find there's still this longin' which can be filled with nothin' less than a connection with The Creator who loves us.
Funny 'ow so many folks 'ave tried so many ways of establishin' this connection, even "packaged" it for sale to others.....
The way I found is free and so simple it's hard to believe.
Someone once told me 'bout this God who wanted to remove my feelin's of guilt an' failure, emptiness, purposelessness an' hopeless existance.
He shared a few "radical" words that gave me jus' a spark of hope which would 've been quickly extinguished by my usual dose of doubt if I hadn't realized my own broken-down condition of inner poverty.
"Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of Heaven" (Matt. 5:3)
"Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they shall be satisfied"
An' finally, "For God so loved the world that He gave His one and only Son that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have eternal life."
I'm jus' fool enough to believe such a crazy, illogical idea as this, an' the moment I first did......connection was made, an'
my "Father" revealed Himself to me at last.
I'm jus' crawlin' on this Earth with heart an lungs exploded, a despisable liar an' a theif, selfish to the core.....but I'm Free! I now know He loves me an' one day soon, I'll make my Home with Him, free of the burdens I now carry.
You can too!