jayburner
pothead
I get that way and sometimes I wonder if it will ever go away. I am okay with it because its a self imposed sentence I posed on myself, but I wonder if you guys are falling into the same trap as I am, and that worries me if you are..because it reallly does suck and its very lonely...its cool on some days, but most days it really sucks...i'm repeating myself here now. I am just sorta babbling here because its dark and i am sorta drunk as usual..nother side affect of what i'm talking about. I don't get suicidal or anything, just get kinda melancholy and stuff because I've done it so long now and it is starting to weird out the people I know in person and the people I know online. I could do this blathering stuff all night I guess, but I have to wake up to this post tomorrow and I know for a fact I won't remember it and I will have to go into hiding. I just felt like sharing with you guys because you are very good friends of mine.